Balance

So here I find myself it’s almost September and it’s almost been a year since my last post. Lots happened so far this year. I spent time focusing on my relationship and myself and now those two things are fabulous.

My relationship is stronger then ever, we are so in love it hurts. He is still a boy and he still does his annoying boy things like leave the seat up, crumple his face cloth into a ball beside the sink and walk through the house with his shoes on. However he makes up for it all with my morning kisses goodbye and my evening kissing goodnight!

Myself, well that’s been ongoing for almost a year strict focus on what I need for me, my vision board is going strong and things I put up have been coming true without me even realizing. I have focused most of this year on my health and me getting healthy. It’s crazy what you can do when you find that focus, its one thing to think, wish and dream and it’s a whole entire other thing to Do! I feel great.

So what does that leave me with... well I can't really say because there is a policy saying that I can't blog about it... but you get the drift... why is it so hard to find balance in all aspects of your life... and if I do find balance in the one that is currently out of balance will I lose balance in my relationship or myself? This is what worries me.

I have started a not so out there journal (you know I have gone old school and purchased a pen and paper) as I have started to track what I call "incidents" at my out of balance part of life. It’s crazy how restricted I am online vs. on my physical paper, as when the pen touches there is no holding back and it flows like crazy. Plus I don’t have to worry about any repercussions of having put something out there in the world for everyone to see. This one is for me.