Sunday, March 12, 2006

What Happened

Shannel just called me... she says "hi, have you cried yet" I laugh, "I am cring right now..." FUCK this day sucked. I got up went to yoga and then I was like what can I do...hmm, Breakfast (that made me sad), Ikea, sad also...then for no reason my chin started to shake and now I am walking around with a role of toilet paper.

Quite honestly I am a little in shock, and I am sure no one else is. When I hugged you good bye on Friday, my eyes teared up but I turned so you wouldn't see, I wore my gray cap on Saturday and went to work, I was busy didn't think to much about it. Saturday night I went to Tony and Tina's Wedding and all was good. So I get up and go to yoga, come home have a little tiff with Paul and then went to bed for two hours (in the middle of the day) so I get up Paul is gone to work and its a buitiful sunny day out. I watched Walk the line (great movie)cried a bit during that and now I am doing ok. Why the hell is everyone busy today!!!!!

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