Clock work

Interesting Friday. Nothing really interesting happened during the day but I was funny. I don’t even know how to explain it. I woke up, I was fine, I went to work I was fine, I really struggled to do things at work today I couldn’t keep focus on one thing, also I was having a lot of trouble just getting my eye’s to focus. I do have an eye appointment at the end of the month. Next week I have a dentist appointment. I finished my Biaxin XL today. Maybe that’s why I have felt odd. If you look up the side effects you will notice that they would have to film a short movie to list all the side effects the basic commercial with the man and women driving down the high way in the convertible listing may cause symptoms such as diarrhea and headache wouldn’t cut it for this drug. Maybe this is why I have been depressed today. I just have had this sad feeling like I was morning a death? I found myself fighting tears on more then one occasion for no good reason, you know the toilet paper ran out and that really upset me. I was sitting on the couch and Paul put on the hockey game and I just started to quietly cry…couldn’t tell you why – so I got up and went to the bathroom then went for a lay down on the bed.

I now feel better… can’t explain it for the life of me. Its that time of the month for me, I was on the Biaxin and I was sad. Stupid really, now I have this huge urge to go buy something to make me feel better. I don’t know what I want but I was thinking something that I can put together… Ikea… No I am sick of Ikea, I have to go return the blinds I bought. I am just frustrated because I can’t find blinds that will fit my huge as window…its huge. Everything pre-bought doesn’t seem to fit…hmmm I wonder if Walmart is open late… Is there a 24-hour Walmart around here? Maybe in Surrey? I could go buy some make up or a frame or something – Walmart has so much to choice from.

Talked to Shawn we are going for breakfast tomorrow morning. Strange we haven’t been for such along time. We tried to go last weekend but I was still really sick so I just parked it on the couch. I also talked to Michelle Y (bumped into her at Ikea) I wanted to go for Dim Sum before Shawn left for Australia. He isn’t felling it and wants to go to five point. I can’t complain I absolutely love five point. Its also weird because that’s one of our highest rated breakfast spots in the rating system and not that many of my friends other then Shawn like to go there. To picky of eaters? I don’t know exactly when Shawn leaves but I know its soon, my sister is moving into his apartment and he has gotten rid of most of his stuff. (don’t forget I get the chair – we looked way to hard for that) It kind of makes me sad that he is selling off all his stuff. It was months and months of shopping to get his apartment to the cozy place that it is. But props for him actually going through with it and moving there – I admire that. Well breakfast tomorrow and maybe some shopping for travel things… will see.