Halloween

I Love Halloween!!! BOO

I have to put together a costume in very little time...hmmm any ideas?
For work I am going to be fabulous!! and my partner in crime is going to be High maintenance...Kind of an inside joke.

Burn Out

Well I’m nearing burn out time.

Busy has officially became ridiculous. Can you remember the last time you craved sleep so bad....I am talking REALLY craving “the sleep”. Are you a smoker….let me get you to where I am. You are on a flight to who knows where, it could be a 5 hour flight it could be a 22 hour flight but it doesn’t matter because every minute feels like two hours as soon as you got on that plane. Your sitting in the middle seat right by the bathroom and then they airlock that door. Oh yeah you can taste it in your mouth as you wrap your lips around it. The tobacco so fresh, not yet burning you crank the 711 lighter and the flame dances in the back ground as you lean into it, your eyes close and you hear the light crackle of the tobacco burn and slowly you hit that euphoric state. The FIRST drag. But not yet…you can’t smoke on the damn plane!

So can you understand the craving. I want to sleep so bad but my flight just won't land and when you think it’s about to land and you can get off to take your first drag you aren’t quite there yet. Yeah you’ve touched down but you’re not off the plane, your just taxiing around the fucking tarmac. I can’t stop thinking about every possible thing I did today and what needs to get done tomorrow. That one last thing. This is why I can't sleep - too much taxiing around the fucking tarmac!!!!

I need to get away but not on someone else's holiday you know the girls trip or the never ending plethora of destination weddings or the cabin in the woods...take me to a fucking spa and do it now! Drop me off leave me alone and don't pick me up till I am done. Believe me I will let you know when I am done! It will be right after I have the perfect night’s sleep, you know that sleep where you don't wake up ten times a night and think if you booked that flight or added that car or approved those slides...I don't want to be able to process a thought by the time I am ready to come home. It will all just be muussshhh.

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Internet anyone?

Shity at home we have no internet...
Our computer got a virus and then we didn't have enough money to fix it right away so we temp. Suspended our internet...that was the end of June...it’s now the end of August. However we did fix the computer, but we are on a budget and the internet is not yet part of that budget....however it soon will be once we pay a few more things off.

I was hoping to get a lap top for myself because Paul does strange things to our computer and I can never seem to get on after. So my work is having a great lap top sale but I really shouldn't...oh the demands!

Tammy went out and bought the lap top at our competitors...(thanks for the support)well she had to pay more...for the same thing...oh well.

We are also saving money for CUBA - Apparently we may be going to Cuba next year for Nicole and Shane’s wedding, but she really hasn't communicated to much to us...so who really knows if its really Cuba or not at this point?

I think I would rather get married locally then abroad...

INXS in Vancouver tonight!

Don't you hate it when you LOVE a group and you want to see them sooooooo bad in concert but you can't seem to get tickets.

But you hear those people on the radio win the tickets to the concert you want to go to sooooo bad and you just know, that they are not as big a fan as you...you should be the one who gets the tickets.

So I am not that diehard fan going to INXS tonight...I am the friend of the radio version.

I do have the new INXS CD on my IPOD. Does that make it better?

Need to think

Why do I continuously do "stupid things"?

I should learn from my past "stupid things". Actually I think I do learn from the past I just think I smoked way too much pot in high school that I have no memory left and I forget what I have previously learnt and then I make the stupid mistake again!

Note to self - not only should I think before I talk. I should also think before I type!

Couple vs Single

What's better - being part of a couple or being single and free to do what you want?

I didn't hate being single, I defiantly enjoyed the freedom and the different things I did all the time and the different people I hang out with.

Being in a couple, come home sit and watch TV...go to bed, go to work, come home, have dinner, watch TV.... kind of boring. Maybe it’s just the couple.

How many times do I have to say it

STOP DELETING ALL MY SAVED WEB PAGES.

ok so I pretty much know how to turn the computer on and then off again. But Paul likes to re-format, re-stucture and change change change the damn computer!! So everytime I go on, msn is gone (I have to re-download it) Paul C's Pod Cast/Blog is gone, all mine and my sisters blogs are gone!!!! Everything...I spend so much time saving all these damn pages and then he losses them...

So I think I get smart and write them down on paper, with pen! and now thats missing after he has re-done something to the computer that has caused everything to be LOST yet again...

There must be some way I can save this some place where he can't touch it.

I can't wait till I get my lap top!

Why save random....emails?

What better did we have to do on the 25th, 26th and 27th...

December 25, 2004

Noelene said you lied about the box. I can't for the life of me figure out why you would have lied about it. I hate her for lying to me. Damn her and everything she stands for. If she is right beside you right now........I love you Noelene:)

I am going to do some arts and crafts today. My project will of course be a Shawn box and a Noelene box for I am quite confident I will be receiving a lot of gifts from you guys over the coming years....I can't wait. You guys should know that I usually take a medium and am not a huge fan of pink. I believe you have known me long enough to know my likes and dislikes. That is why we are best friends.

Noelene has been cc'd for obvious reasons. She needs to know that I don't love pink and I take a medium. Oh yeah, I may also need dentures. I should have all my teeth pulled and have a full set of dentures. I believe removable teeth will make me popular with the fellas.....hahahahaha.....sorry Jesus, that was unholy of me.

Teej (of Teej, Shawn, and Leon)

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Subject: RE: well
Date: Sat, 25 Dec 2004 12:12:54 -0800

ok i'll get some snacks.. there is a teej box,
come over sometime and i'll show you muhhahahahahahhaha
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HAHAHAHAHAHA....I just read your Noel, Noel of no one.......hahahahahah that's funny. I may have soiled myself.....again....hahahahahaha. Now I am embaressed. I hate it when I soil myself.

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My dearest Tami...or should I say not so dearest!!! OMG so quick in I mean I am not at work for one day and already you are betraying me. Yes this is right I think you are evil and I no longer can come over to your desk to chat with you. Why... WHY am I Noel from Noel of no one who sits up front by herself and has no real friends because they all leave her for better friends or take her own friends away.

So why you ask am I sooooo Up set after I give you what you say is the most wonderful Christmas prestent ever!!!!! I don't understand I am so confused!!! Why why do you say you understand me and say you will keep me in the loop when you really really don't.

Ok so I am over at Shauns and reading all his emails Yes that right ALL his emails the emails that you said would be forwarded to me...than I go check my email and what do I!!!! ONE email....no one loves me!!! I may have to hurt myself now.!!

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NOEL FROM NOEL OF NO ONE......HAHAHAHAHAHA THAT CRACKS ME UP EVERYTIME I READ IT. I HOPE YOU HAVE NOT HURT YOURSELF LIKE YOU SAID YOU WOULD. I PROBABLY SHOULD HAVE SAID SOMETHING SOONER. IF YOU HAVE IN FACT HURT YOURSELF OR WORSE YET, ENDED IT ALL, PLEASE DISREGARD THIS EMAIL. IF YOU HAVE ONLY HURT YOURSELF RATHER THAN KILLING YOURSELF, I LOOK FORWARD TO SEEING YOU WHEN YOUR INJURIES HAVE HEALED. PLEASE DO NOT TRY TO SPEAK TO ME UNTIL ALL INJURIES HAVE HEALED AS I GET GROSSED OUT PRETTY EASILY. ESPECIALLY IF YOU HAVE BEATEN YOURSELF ABOUT THE FACE.

YOUR FRIEND,

TEEJ (OF TEEJ AND NOEL)

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STOP BEING MEAN TO NOEL!!!!!!!!!!! SHE DOES NOT DESERVE THAT...........

MAKE HER A NOEL BOX RIGHT NOW......DO IT!!!!!!!!!!

DO NOT TRY TO TURN ME AND HER AGAINST EACH OTHER....IT WILL NOT WORK.

TEEJ (OF TEEJ, NOEL, AND SHAWN)

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heheh you said i like to box the tami


shawn

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Thanks Tami for being a true friend.... But it is not necesary for you to force Shawn to make me my own box or folder but it really won't mean the same thing. Its you he like to box.

PS shawn, there are many cards from other people on tami's desk along with some fun other things Please advise if any of this appeals to new box items.

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i thought you were being DIRRRTY
but i now know that u mean to put tami things in a box

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You do like to box the Tami. So this would be a perfect time.... for example, Tami is in the kitchen with Sylvia doing the lunch thing. So the desk is empty...Oh I know what you want...ok done.


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heheh you said i like to box the tami


shawn

what the hell has been going on while i was at lunch?


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heheh you said i like to box the tami


shawn

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I must ask that you stop stealing from my desk. If there are things to go in my box (hahahahaha) I will be the one to supply them. What goes in my box (hahahahahah) has to first be approved by myself.

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Thanks Tami for being a true friend.... But it is not necesary for you to force Shawn to make me my own box or folder but it really won't mean the same thing. Its you he like to box.

PS shawn, there are many cards from other people on tami's desk along with some fun other things Please advise if any of this appeals to new box items.

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I hear you have some stolen objects from my desk. Thanks for making this the worst christmas ever. That magnet was what made christmas special for me. I also hear there may be stolen goods out there that have already made it to yourself, or are perhaps on their way to you. All you have to do is ask and you may have things to put in my box. I will not be friends with thieves such as yourselves. I feel as though I don't even know you guys anymore.

Teej (of Teej and only Teej)

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Noelene,

I am finally seeing what is going on here. You are stealing from me yet you tell me about it. You are trying to make me hate you and therefore eventually hate Shawn. I will have you know that I will never turn my back (or box) on Shawn. You can stop stealing from me Leon, for I will supply him with the goods. It is time to cut out the middle man....goodbye forever Noel. Thanks for introducing me to my new friend. Your services are no longer needed.

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What are you talking about...you would have never ever know the snowman was missing if it wasn't for those medalling kids AKA Sly. You don't even know if anything more is missing, and you even checked. How important are these objects to you if you don't even know they are gone... At some point you will need to let go and realize that it is only a material thing and the bond that holds this friend ship together is much stronger.

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WHERE THE HELL IS MY LIPSTICK?????? I SWEAR TO GOD IF YOU STOLE IT FOR MY BOX I WILL KILL YOU. IF SHE HAS ALREADY GIVEN IT TO YOU SHAWN, MAY I PLEASE HAVE IT BACK.

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Please ignore my previous email. The lipstick in question has been located. Shawn, I must ask that you no longer communicate with Leon. She is a liar. A liar and a thief. She will only hurt you in the end. Or steal from you. Do not turn your back on her for she will steal your goods or stab you in the back.

I will give you a few moments to say your goodbyes. You no longer need her for I have lots of fun stuff planned for us.

Teej (of Teej and Shawn)

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HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!!!!!!!!

I am very sorry that you are feeling this way Noel, but from what I hear it
won't be a problem after about a month or so. I am told that is when Shawn
will grow tired of me and you may have him all to yourself once again. I
have advised him that perhaps we should cut all ties now to avoid the
awkwardness in a month or so. If this is a pattern of his Leon, perhaps we
should both set him free now and you and I can build upon our friendship.
It's really for his own good for he has become addicted to the Teej too
quickly and will probably burn out in no time. Noel, I must ask that the
next time you are at his home you steal the "Teej" box for I do not want him
rocking himself to sleep each night while holding my card and poppy.

Noel, you mean more to me than life itself and it pains me to see you this
way. If we are to ditch him I must ask that you bump up the computer use
for he feeds a need that I have and I will need you to do the same. There
must be a minimum of 10 emails daily and you must be prepared to converse
with me constantly via MSN. If you can guarantee these things I am ready to
move forward with out friendship. If you cannot, then I am sorry but it's
me and Shawn....at least for the next month anyways.

In closing I would like to say that you guys have given me the best week of
my life and I will cherish it always.

Your friend,
Teej (of Teej, Noel and Shawn)

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Hello frineds I once had.

I think my problem is a bit different then you both. Yes you both are
compulsive obsessive people and I am not. My problem is a bit different
then yours. Yes I know you both thought I was perfect but its true I am
not...pretty close mind you.

Well I may not wake up every morning and rush into work just to open my
email because I don't have a computer at home, and I may not get up early
every morning even on my days off just to see if I have any mail. But I do
have a Problem...Yes I know its hard to comprehend that I Noel of no one has
a problem. But its true, I do.

Well so I get a bit jealous from time to time, I sure its really not as
compulsive as you both. It's not like I follow people to see what there
doing with out me, or hack on to peoples emails to see if there talking
about me. Well maybe just one time. But that was a special situation!!! My
boyfriend just cheated on my 6 times really...the poor guy, I think they
have now released him from Riverview. Anyways, don't worry about me I will
keep my jealousy to a minimum, just because I slowly get pushed out of the
picture doesn't mean anything, It won't bother me I won't hunt you both
down..My roommate is a cop, I don't have access to a gun...

Don't be angry with me because Its a sickness and I have no control. I am
not angry with you because of your compulsive disorders. Sure we may be
different and we each have our own disorder of some sort. But this doesn't
mean we all can't be friends.

Noelene

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Dearest Noel,

You are correct that our initial intentions were in fact to stalk each other. But clearly we have found a best friend in one another. There is something magical that you cannot deny. As for stealing, I have informed Shawn that I will gladly give him things to put in my box. He understands this. Therefore thievery is not required. Unless Shawn still wants you to steal stuff for said box. In that case it is fine. It makes it a little more dangerous.......That way I will always wonder what is in my box.

Noelene, stop trying to medle in our lives.

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Ok, I really don’t know where to go with this any more? Shawn do you want me to get you stuff for your box or not? Please just speak freely and let me know. Or do I have to start going out and purchasing new things and pretend they are Tami’s so you can carry on with your day-to-day life.

I feel that you both have somewhat steered off track of the intent of the original phone conversation. I am pretty sure Tami was supposed to be looking for you or finding out where you lived and or worked and I was not supposed to help her. When I came into work the following day the understanding was still clear but then Tami asked for Shawn’s email address. This was never off limits and truthfully she harassed me all day until I gave it to her.

All I what to know is….WHEN…tell me when the real stocking is starting?

PS. I think Tami may have stole my headset…I thought we discussed that office supplies were off limits.!!! DAMN YOU.

Have a great day.

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You think that's funny. I just came to my mother house and discovered my brother and one of his friends drinking.....guess what? You guessed it. Teej now has a crown box that is being renamed the Shawn box. I swear to god I damn neared soiled myself. FYI Shawn, this does of course mean you will need to start giving me things to put in said box. I expect many things from you so I am already looking for a second box.

I can't wait to receive all the stuff from you.

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Shawn I just want you to know I walked over to Shawn at our works desk and he also has the same Tami box...its a bit scary really, so many people with identical Tami boxes...what is next Tami Tattoos, Tami shirts, Tami shoes??! The only difference is that he seems to have alcohol in his Tami box apposed to actual Tami paraphernalia.

PS. Stop getting me in trouble

PSS. STOP GETTING ME IN TROUBLE

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FYI....I kinda like the "Tami" tattoo thing. Shawn, any chance of that? If you really were my best friend you would do it.

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By "we" can all learn a lesson, I think you mean "you" can learn a lesson. The lesson being that you must not mess with the Teej. You have no one to blame but yourself for what has happened to you this afternoon. This time it was your headset, next time I may tamper with your breaks. I told you before Noelene, you can't mess with mine and Shawn's friendship. I believe it was an act of god that brought us together. Stop being jealous and leave us alone. You have Michelle. Shawn is now mine.

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Please don't hate me. I may be bipolar. I do not know what I want anymore.

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I am not sure...maybe because my email is crap...but does it matter anymore!

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alright fine. thank you for keeping me entertained. who is this dog that you speak of?

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ok, because you have OCD, this is the last email I will send you....so that mean you will receive nohting after this until tomorrow...Shawn do you understand this. Go walk the poor dog, before people get worried.

ps..i like the genital warts

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You should know shawn is alive. he has just made contact. i guess that means i no longer need you. thanks for everything. if he does die though, i will once again welcome you with open arms....but only if he dies.

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Dearest Noel.

I truly am sorry about the bastard. (the bleeding asshole guy, not Shawn) Is it wrong that I kinda hope Shawn bleeds from the asshole a little bit? Sorry Shawn, but you angered me. Angry Teej has come out to play. I hope someone doesn't break into your home and shove your ipod up your ass.

I love you Noelene.

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So typical of him...I understand and its ok...

PS ... Still shaking from bastard on phone.

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he is home but is playing with his ipod. i'm not sure if it really is an ipod or if he has named his genitalia "ipod". i am not sure of what he is actually playing with. I am gonna say that it is the electronic device for he is my best friend and I will not think of him treating his body like an amusement park ride. That would be wrong.

I must now go home and play with my cat. By cat I mean Ruby, and not my genitalia...hahahahahaha....god I crack me up. Sometimes it's so hard being this hilarious. I can barely stand myself.

Till tomorrow Noel. Please don't forget to tell me about the bleeding rectum for I am giddy with anticipation.

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Ok really this is the last one,

Thank you for your concern I do look forward to discuss at great length tomorrow. Again I don't know if Shawn really is home or not because not once was contact made with me...but i would not expect more..

go walk dog.

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Please note....since the un-necessary removal of my head set...there has been some system problems. For example the receiver part that I talk into is now positioned at my nose...customers just can't seem to hear me. There also seems to be some plastic thing protruding from the right side of my head.

Please remember that no Tami or Noelenes are to get hurt, destroyed or tossed aside in this game. All items that are removed are to be cared for like it was their own...for example they can be placed in a box for safekeeping. We can all learn a lesson from this traumatic experience.

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It was very funny. In fact I am still laughing. How come your email doesn't show what you are responding to. Therefore I can only assume that you are saying that the funny thing was the crown box that my brother has.

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lol, that is really funny...hahahahahahhahaha

well maybe i had to be there.

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Ok so I am not sure why I posted that and I am hoping there are know doubles....

Bed Buddies

Does anyone else share this problem? Since moving in with my boyfriend I fear going to sleep after him. Maybe he is just the lightest sleeper in the world - I don't know but I tell you I am not quite. I am used to having my own room, my own bed, my own covers and my own Stuff.

So I get the how to share thing... and it's not that I don't enjoy it, it’s just that I feel bad if I disturb and it sucks.

I watched 24 then some other random programs and Paul went to bed maybe 15 minutes before me. I give up on TV, go brush my teeth, wash my face and all that jazz and tip top into bed, right over the creek in the floor and into the bed. All is good I get to bed find the position and lay there for a minute…hmmm I seem to be antsy. I roll over, I throw the covers off, I try laying on my back.

So yeah, I woke him up…after that I tried lying still for I don’t know how long and I just wanted to get up and scream…every bone in my body wanted to move. So I find myself here in my living room trying to get tired but in reality I am wide awake….maybe it’s the time change.

Mooo

I think Dairy products hate me. This is new - I want my milk, I want that damn mustache on my face. WHY I TELL YOU WHY!!

Soy it is.

Brilliant Idea's

Piss off - I was typing my title and when I was typing the "s" something happened and it just published the half title. So all through the week I will have things happen to me and I think that would be great to write about and this continues...

Then I get home and sit down in front of my computer and I can't remember a thing. Kids let this be a lesson - Don't do drugs! Even if it’s just pot...as you will lose something very valuable .... your damn short term memory.

Really do I have to walk around with a book and a pen and write them down as I think of them...

Tony and Tina's Wedding - Vancouver

Well Saturday night me and a bunch of people from work went to Tony and Tina's wedding. (for those who don't know its a wedding put on by actors) Well my bosses son is in it and so we got a group together and what a production it was. I would defiantly recommend this if you have a sense of humor and liked to get involved. If you are just going to sit there all night (then this wouldn't be your thing). It started at a Church on Burrard and Nelson the outfits were hilarious and the characters were well defined. I had a riot, i can't wait to go again, there are so many different things going on there is sure to be something you didn't see the first time. After the very non-traditional church ceremony we jumped into a cab and headed over to the Queen Elizabeth Theater (restaurant) Where the dinner took place, and the plot just keeps unfolding. I have to say through out the night I was thinking of hiring all these people to come to my wedding so no one would be board... All in all I was impressed and had a great time.

What Happened

Shannel just called me... she says "hi, have you cried yet" I laugh, "I am cring right now..." FUCK this day sucked. I got up went to yoga and then I was like what can I do...hmm, Breakfast (that made me sad), Ikea, sad also...then for no reason my chin started to shake and now I am walking around with a role of toilet paper.

Quite honestly I am a little in shock, and I am sure no one else is. When I hugged you good bye on Friday, my eyes teared up but I turned so you wouldn't see, I wore my gray cap on Saturday and went to work, I was busy didn't think to much about it. Saturday night I went to Tony and Tina's Wedding and all was good. So I get up and go to yoga, come home have a little tiff with Paul and then went to bed for two hours (in the middle of the day) so I get up Paul is gone to work and its a buitiful sunny day out. I watched Walk the line (great movie)cried a bit during that and now I am doing ok. Why the hell is everyone busy today!!!!!

New Chair

Wow I can't believe that tomorrow is March 1st!! That’s crazy, Paul and my first month in our new apartment together has passed. Good thing we got most of it organized in the first couple days because I have pretty much been sick since we moved in. I went to the Dr. and they said I had bronchitis they gave me meds that were not $$$ then I was ok for about three days after I finished taking the meds and then BAMB sick again and way worse. Poor Paul has made friends with the couch as it’s his new bed. I went to the clinic and they sent me to my family dr. started talking about getting a cat scan....WTF...go to my family dr. in Delta find out they are moving office to Fleetwood, may have to find new dr. don't know if I will do that drive every time I need a check up. Anyways family dr. gave me meds for a sinus infection more $$$$!!!! But I have been on this drug for a couple days now and am feeling much better. Let me see if I still feel this good after I am off the drugs.

Wow I feel like I have been planning my whole life around my TV programs lately. There are so many shows that I watch and its like a standing plan I have on that day so I always have a guarantee of doing something...although I felt very stood up last week when Lost was a re-run of the first episode. Hello slap in the face. Why do they do that, I have been a loyal watcher - screw the people who haven't don't help them out!!! they can go rent it.

Anyways it goes something like this... yes its sad:

Monday: 24 - totally addicted I love Jack Bower and am on the edge of my seat every episode. I can't stand the president I hate him and I commonly want to throw something at my TV when he is on.

Tuesday: Gilmore girls - ehhh I am not totally loyal here but enjoy it every so often, if I miss it I don't care.

Wednesday: Lost - Bitter sweet, pissed off that they keep playing re-runs come on stop it and get back on track.

Thursday: Survivor - I have the ruggedly hansom an well aged Terri he found immunity on exile island last week so I am hoping he takes me all the way $$$, The block - is my side show after survivor, I love the Australian ackcent (how do you spell) I am telling if you I could I would bottle Kristy’s voice up and put it in a bottle - Love it. (Also can be found on Sunday, like the blow off factor there)

Friday, Saturday: Break - move to the out doors and partake in real people situations

Sunday: Desperate house wife’s - or to Paul AKA horny house wife’s...what can I say they are on Hyades till March?

So someone who watches this much TV you think has a problem and should cancel there cable and get out more. Well its not like I have to be home to see these shows its like a back up plan if you will or more of a way to sit in my new chair.

Quick Week

Last time I bloged it was Friday - surprise surprise guess what day it is...

Where did the week go? Hmm Monday Noel doesn’t really remember too much couldn’t have been that exciting.

Tuesday, oh Tuesday was Valentines Day – oh shit just remembered what I did Monday – went to work came home – stopped at Safeway (didn’t run into anyone famous this time) grabbed some butter – well I actually got I can’t believe its not butter because its pretty good but I am sure it has some crap in it that’s supper bad for you. So got some butter and some V-day cookies (that taste like sugar rocks) then came home – late. Paul had a Valentines dinner waiting for me. The table was all done up and the candles were all lit up. Very romantic atmosphere, he had two heart shape boxes of chocolates and a red bag. A Red bag, which contained the best movie ever, how could you possibly know that? Napoleon Dynamite – Sweet. It was a very nice night, we did this Monday as he worked Tuesday…Which brings me back to;

Tuesday, after work I met up with Kristy Anne, I went to her new place, which shockingly is two blocks from Shawn on the same street, Soon to be two blocks from Tammy on the same street. Kristy Anne and I hung out and watch some of Dr. Phil via satellite had some guy who was a total player and the girls had no idea…dumb blonds, then Paula was on doing blind dates. Dr. Phil turned Donahue!!! After all that excitement Kristy Anne and I headed to the Shark Club…it was ok. Felt strange as it was loaded with couples on there dinner dates. We had some beers and chatted over a good meal. After eats we went to Winners and wandered about – I never ever find anything in that store! And then we went home, but this time me to mine, and her to hers.

Wednesday – I know I did something – I just don’t remember what I did…. thinking…. ok yes the Cheese Paul and I met Lauren and Lindsay at the Cheese. We looked over Lindsay and Derek’s pictures from their resent trip to Australia. Very nice pictures!! Looks beautiful! After eats Lauren went to the mall on the hunt for silver shoes and Lindsay came back to mine and had a look at the new place. She liked, approval earner her a heart shaped box of chocolates – we have sooooo many! After that Paul and I chilled out and watched lost then went to bed.

Thursday I had a Dentist appointment that I totally fucked up – I didn’t take my pre-med and I have to go back next month…. nice drive all the way to White Rock and then back for nothing. The rest of the night I was on my own and I have to say I have fallen addicted to the newest Survivor – I have Terry (the old guy) in the pool at work lets see how far he goes – after survivor it was off to bed.

Now its Friday and today after work I drove out to White Rock yet again, this time to do some last minute baby sitting for Corri and Shawn – that was a breeze, I am now home and ready for bed, but Paul’s already in bed and no matter how hard I try I know I am going to wake him up – I swear I could be a friken feather and I would wake that boy up – how he sleeps with me is really beyond me?

Clock work

Interesting Friday. Nothing really interesting happened during the day but I was funny. I don’t even know how to explain it. I woke up, I was fine, I went to work I was fine, I really struggled to do things at work today I couldn’t keep focus on one thing, also I was having a lot of trouble just getting my eye’s to focus. I do have an eye appointment at the end of the month. Next week I have a dentist appointment. I finished my Biaxin XL today. Maybe that’s why I have felt odd. If you look up the side effects you will notice that they would have to film a short movie to list all the side effects the basic commercial with the man and women driving down the high way in the convertible listing may cause symptoms such as diarrhea and headache wouldn’t cut it for this drug. Maybe this is why I have been depressed today. I just have had this sad feeling like I was morning a death? I found myself fighting tears on more then one occasion for no good reason, you know the toilet paper ran out and that really upset me. I was sitting on the couch and Paul put on the hockey game and I just started to quietly cry…couldn’t tell you why – so I got up and went to the bathroom then went for a lay down on the bed.

I now feel better… can’t explain it for the life of me. Its that time of the month for me, I was on the Biaxin and I was sad. Stupid really, now I have this huge urge to go buy something to make me feel better. I don’t know what I want but I was thinking something that I can put together… Ikea… No I am sick of Ikea, I have to go return the blinds I bought. I am just frustrated because I can’t find blinds that will fit my huge as window…its huge. Everything pre-bought doesn’t seem to fit…hmmm I wonder if Walmart is open late… Is there a 24-hour Walmart around here? Maybe in Surrey? I could go buy some make up or a frame or something – Walmart has so much to choice from.

Talked to Shawn we are going for breakfast tomorrow morning. Strange we haven’t been for such along time. We tried to go last weekend but I was still really sick so I just parked it on the couch. I also talked to Michelle Y (bumped into her at Ikea) I wanted to go for Dim Sum before Shawn left for Australia. He isn’t felling it and wants to go to five point. I can’t complain I absolutely love five point. Its also weird because that’s one of our highest rated breakfast spots in the rating system and not that many of my friends other then Shawn like to go there. To picky of eaters? I don’t know exactly when Shawn leaves but I know its soon, my sister is moving into his apartment and he has gotten rid of most of his stuff. (don’t forget I get the chair – we looked way to hard for that) It kind of makes me sad that he is selling off all his stuff. It was months and months of shopping to get his apartment to the cozy place that it is. But props for him actually going through with it and moving there – I admire that. Well breakfast tomorrow and maybe some shopping for travel things… will see.

Done and done

All moved in and unpacked. Caught a good case of bronchitis during the move, went to the dr. and they gave me some damn expensive medicine that really seems to work! So I am recovering.



Congratulations to Nicole and Shane they are engaged! I wish all the best for the happy couple! Can’t wait till she is back here full time! Missing you!



I need to wash my car it has turned brown….

The commercial doesn’t even do it justice.

You know the migraine commercial where the lights are on and the noise is going and they hear every sound and the women looks like she is in so much pain. That’s not even comparable to how much pain I feel right now!

Busy times

Why is it when we are at some of our busiest times in our personal life it’s also some of the busiest times in our work life.

I am tired.

5 Things you should know about moving

This is the top 5 on my list maybe after the move I will have another 10 or more to add.

1. Don’t hire movers (There are very few good stories about a moving company…. your better off luring in your friends with beer and pizza)

2. Rental Trucks – Its cheep during the week and times when its totally inconvenient for you to move. Its very expensive at the end of the month, last weekend of the month and the 15th of the month. (Better off luring friends who have trucks with beer and pizza)

3. Start collecting boxes early – check out Craig’s list for people giving away free boxes, start collecting empty paper boxes at work. Go to the liquor store (tell them you’re a great customer who is buying a large amount of beer due to luring people for moving, they should help you out)

4. Organize before you pack – don’t just through everything you have in a box, it’s a lot easier on you if you get rid of everything you don’t need before you move (If you can’t do this your self (lure friends in who will do it for you – better yet ask people you don’t really like I am sure they will throw half your stuff away with out asking, or worst case scenario drink all the beer and you won’t remember what you threw away)

5. Find somewhere to live – before you lose possession of your current place. This is a common miss practice among many people (AGAIN I CAN’T STRESS ENOUGH FIND SOMEWHERE TO GO BEFORE YOU HAVE NO PLACE TO GO!!)

Well I hope this helps you in your moves. I would love to here from you on any common practice you use.

Your Birthday Horoscope

Today's Birthday - from the Vancouver Sun
By holiday Mathis

(January 19)

The grand gesture you make next month cements a deal and also becomes a legendary part of your personal story. Sensational moves on the job are rewarded in March. June and July are your money months. When you don't know how to best use it, hold on until you feel certain in August. Pisces and Aries people are fantastic partners.

Happy Birthday Mom!

Interesting resolution tips for your sign

Libra:
(September 23 - October 22)
Being born under the sign of love and partnership, it follows that your New Year's resolution should involve making a new commitment in this area of your life. The first step in bringing improvement to your love life is to be honest with yourself about your current situation. If it isn't working, Libra, have the strength to let go and move on. You deserve the best, and if you don't have it, commit to change.


Scorpio:

(October 23 - November 21)
There is a great deal of healing that needs to take place between yourself and a handful of people around you, Scorpio. Keep in mind that in order for this healing to take place, forgiveness needs to happen. This year, your New Year's resolution should involve forgiveness. Consider forgiving a new person every month, or maybe just one for the year. Either way, it will feel good and bring much needed healing to your world.

For your sign go to:

http://astrocenter.astrology.msn.com/msn/ArticleAstrologyHome.aspx?sd=20051227

Compulsive buying

I know I don’t have money to be spending on other things (especially new furniture) yet I went shopping this weekend and almost – but didn’t. I almost bought a new sofa with chaise lounge and ottoman. Yeah I know – but I didn’t. I shouldn’t have even looked. I know its wrong but man oh man I want it and I want it bad. Look its purdy…

My own clean sweep

Well as I am moving I am trying to be very diligent and not to bring anything I don’t need. This is actually proven to be difficult in my small apartment while packing. I have more give away stuff then packing stuff and honestly there is no room for it. I knew I had a lot of shoes but holly crap I didn’t know I had that many – I’m sure no one knew how many I really had as I only sport so many pairs well maybe my roommate knew as she had no room for her own shoes.

So I am happy to say I donated over 20 pairs that are in great condition. It’s hard because I use the $1. a wear theory and so many of those shoes cost more then $50 and I am not even close to being half way to the $1. a wear mark! Good cause – good cause I have to keep saying that to myself – really I need them out of the house before I keep them!! It’s probably not even a good cause – who really knows where those donation boxes end up? Next thing I know its 3 in the morning and I am stumbling home from a bar and there is an East side hooker wearing my $230 boots!

That’s ok I am sending them anywhere and I will hope they go to a good home! As for all my other stuff I am working on getting through it I have 18 days to do it!

What are your New Year’s resolutions?

I hate doing new years resolutions! So my new year’s resolution is to do resolutions and follow through – so here they are:

1. Do New Years Resolution
2. Follow through on New Years Resolution

(note: me in picuture eating chocolate, drinking beer, just had a pop)

Goals:

Become healthier
Follow through
Organize life
Swear less
Send time on myself
More understanding

How to reach this goal

Exercise, eat right
plan, follow up
write out days on calendar, follow up
Find new words to use
pamper, make up, relax more
Listen more, less on the defense

Things that have been X’ed

Diet Coke – any pop
Chocolate
Beer
Chips
High Sugar intake
Fried food
Any fast food – excluding Subway
Coffee down to 1 coffee a week
Driving to the video store and local shops
Making plans with out writing them down
Being lazy

I will post updates.
People call me out on it if I am doing it wrong!!