Head is throbbing

Ok anyone else going crazy over the holiday season?

I don’t want to shop anymore! I don’t wanna!

I am so tired of working all day then going to the mall and then going home and doing it all over again the next day! Hmmm is it worth it…

Tis the season

Yes that’s right “tis the season” To trek up and down eight flights of stairs to get Christmas decorations because for some reason both elevators in our building don’t like to work.

So after that is when I take the time to realize we have way too many Christmas garb for our apartment and I spent over an hour getting it all up here. Then the next hour bringing it out of the boxes. To get me a little more into it I though hey why not listen to some Christmas music. Big mistake, so after going through all my CD’s and then just coming to the realization that I have no idea where the Christmas music is I just turned on the radio… another hour wasted.

Tree’s up (fake, so you would think the needles wouldn’t fall off) I had to decide on where to put it, hmmm not to many options…
1). Push against the wall beside the TV.
2). Push against the wall beside the computer.
3). Push against the sliding door beside the chair.

I went with options 2, and I think it’s safe to say no more then 3 people can come into my apartment at any given time.

LIGHTS!!! Wow so apparently as Kristy Anne informed me, she bought the cheep lights, so this means if one burns out they all burn out. So for the next three hours while sitting in front of the TV I pulled lights out and put lights in. Wow I can’t believe I didn’t resort to actually going to Canadian Tire and buying new lights (but I’m pretty sure they probably only sell the crapy lights anyway)

Ok lights are on the tree, I am going to bed. There is no way I am going to finish this today I am excused and coming very close to hiring someone to come and do this for me. I remember this was fun as a kid, what happened?

Addictions

I think I have developed a new addiction. I have been waking up every morning and kind of thinking of it. Then I get ready for work or my day and all I can do is think of what it will do to me when I have it and how happy I will be afterwards.

Now I never thought I would be the type to start with this addiction as I never really thought my family had an addictive personality and I didn’t think anything was passed down to me. But then I stepped back and took a look.

That’s when it hit me – I’m dead wrong. My mom smoked for 10+ years my grandma smoked for 20+ years. My dad likes to hit the bottle and my brother well he likes Mary Jane. My sister is border line I am not sure if I would call it an addiction or OCD but I have never seen anyone be as fineness freaky as her. So like I said after stepping back and taking a good look and realizing really how wrong I was. I thought shit – I need it and I need it now.

I can’t continue on with out it anymore and if I don’t have it I know I will have a bad day! I just can’t function with out it. I never started at a young age It has only been coming into my life on and off for the last 3 years. It’s just so easy to come by now and there are so many different kinds the options are really endless.

I don’t think I can stop… am I going to start shaking if I do? Who would ever think one think could control so many of my thoughts…I never wanted to be trendy or follow the crowd. Can I please have a Grande non-fat Vanilla latte, not to hot.

Close your eyes and just taste it…

Oh the places I've been

Well I haven't been anywhere that fancy. I went to Wales for Sarah and James's wedding and it was amazing. I wish I could attach a picture but I am still and Idiot and can't seem to do it. Really I need a blog page where its simple stupid for me to work. I can't figure this one out for the life of me.

aaaa Wales, it was raining, it was sunny, it was never hot! I was lucky enough to stay at Sarah and James's place or as they are now know Mr. and Mrs. Madley's place. But not so lucky for me so were some of there other friends (no names will be mentioned) but hell it made for a rough two weeks. I was amazed at how calm Sarah was for the duration of our visit. I am hoping she didn't go into break down mode after we left...but if I had to use one word to discribe staying there with these other people it would be..."painful". at thats putting it nicely!

I logged onto a blog of an x-co-worker and she had a pretty cool site - I think I might move shop over there. Wow this has been exciting.