Friday, May 13, 2005

Practice what I Preach

I now find myself in a sticky situation.

The sad thing is I know what I need to do. I have told people a million times what to do, why can't I follow my own advice.

Ok so I have been dating this guy for about 2 1/2 weeks now and he is super nice, sweet, cute. He treats me like gold and he's funny and we can talk and talk. But I don't really like him. Its hard to say this, I'm kind of stuck on describing what my problem is...

I'm really confused right now. I feel like I am a horrible person because he is so into me it feels really good but I also know that if I don't feel the same way I shouldn't be hanging out with him leading him on. That's just soooo mean, if someone is totally into you you shouldn't have to feel bad because they feel that way. They will be much better off if we let them go so then they can move on and meet the person who is right for them and they won't do that if we are hanging onto them because we feel bad or guilty or we like them a bit but not the right way.

So its pretty clear what needs to be done, I need to cute him lose. This is the best thing to do for everyone. How would I feel If I was going out with someone and they were going along with everything I said because they didn't want to hurt my feelings... Screw that I would rather know!

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