Saturday, May 21, 2005

I'm just making this harder on myself...

Why is it when we go out with someone be it male or female and we don't have that spark that chemistry that...that thing that you know is missing, why is it so hard to tell them that? Or is it just me are there more people who are heartless and can do this kind of thing? What do you want to here when someone is telling you to basically get the F**K away.

*Sorry it's not you it's me
*I am interested in someone else
*I'm not attracted to you at all

?????????what do I say...Because I have to say something...I tried to use the body language...but who knows if that worked.

People just keep telling me to tell the truth...but really the truth can hurt and this would definitely hurt, it would just show how petty and small I really am and do I need to make someone feel like shit so I can tell the truth?

Yes I am being petty and small and yes I don't want to be with this person. This IS the way I feel and I shouldn't have to justify that...its just the way it is.

Now I wonder who I am trying to convince.

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